It’s been awhile since I felt the need to express some more of my own inner health and healing journey which stemmed from some physical head trauma incurred back in my childhood. I really learned of the severity from a medical intuitive I’d been seeing I had met through a local ARE group I had been involved with. I went down to Portland to see her when I started having persistent pain in my head. I actually found myself rolling around on my kitchen floor writhing in pain one day and decided I need to find out what I could do. She told me that the interior of my skull had thickened and was pressing down my brain. Hearing this from her started me off on my own healing journey that has lasted over a decade now. It changed everything for me….
There were times where I didn’t really know if I’d survive. I had to start reliving all those memories which were still deeply integrated in my energetic body along with all the emotional/mental pain. It meant going down into those energies which were buried down in my subconscious mind again. Wrote an article about it back then when I realized that I had broken into another reality of higher consciousness and using these energies to help relieve those intense personal energies still holding on to the painful experiences.
Last night I had a breakthrough. I was able to access those energies which were still holding on to the pain in the 2nd chakra. I literally saw two DNA ladders ascending back into the heavenly worlds after being blocked up for all this time…Here’s a link about the 2nd chakra I just found and it certainly describes perfectly what had transpired.
https://www.healthline.com/health/mind-body/sacral-chakra#what-does-it-do
According to Candice Covington, author of “Essential Oils in Spiritual Practice,” the sacral chakra is associated with several characteristics.
These include:
- sensuality, sexual intimacy, and giving and receiving pleasure
- creativity and unstructured expression
- birthing environments, things that wax and wane, and the principle of nonpermanence
- healthy emotions and the inner child
- the divine feminine
- synchronicity
Shadow issues — or negative qualities — associated with the sacral chakra include:
- wounded emotions
- secrets
- fear of judgment, getting into trouble, or being “found out”
- repression
- inability to experience emotional or sexual intimacy
- nightmares and not remembering or understanding dreams
This pretty much describes the inner terrain I have had to learn to heal from. As I was able to access them, I could see that the energies and currents went all the way back into our ancestral experiences. I am reminded somewhat about them when I remembered reading James Clavell’s “Shogun” about those times and hearing the phrase “off with their heads”. There was really no room for anything else except strict and ongoing guidelines about what was to become acceptable.
I am beginning to realize much more how everything in life is related in some ways…not only the physical/mental/emotional/ and spiritual. I am reminded how much of a breakthrough it was for me to read some written work channeled through Lee Carroll from Kryon, “The Twelve Layers of DNA: An Esoteric Study of the Mastery Within” (2010). It certainly seems to become much more connected now for me. I too am much more able and willing to simply step away from all the old past worlds of terrifying judgements. They hold far less terror and dire meanings for me and the world at large.
My head still resonates with some of these issues that have gripped me…These too will continue to lose their internal grip as a whole new world slowly emerges back towards our original creator’s purpose of love and balance starts to re emerge along with a new understanding about what we are all doing here and the biggest mystery of all…the “why”.
Thank you all!
gordon