The Healing Space

        There is a place in my own inner consciousness where I go that is connected to literally everything, everybody, or any hidden thought and emotion I care to see. Though I have been unable to find any written parallels that can attest to this, I am sure I am not the only one who has been able to find their way here. I am not currently a student of any Eastern spiritual tradition but know there must be parallels within those traditions as well. There is again a reading given by Edgar Cayce, which seems to give an explanation for where I go…

“He has promised, ‘If you but open the door of your consciousness, of your heart, I will enter and abide with you.’ This is not a fancy; this is not hearsay. You may experience such. For it is the law, it is the way, it is Life itself !”     Edgar Cayce reading 1632-5

This reading is about finding one’s way back to the Source, within one’s self. I had a QHHT hypnotic session about a year ago where once I entered the hypnotic stage, I found myself literally suspended on a bridge of light between the physical and spiritual worlds. For those of you who are unfamiliar with QHHT, it is a hypnotic technique developed by Delores Cannon as a way to talk to your higher self. It was a rainbow light bridge and I was able to go back to another lifetime to where I was first initiated in becoming this for myself. It is a bridge to be used as a way to help serve others so they too might find a way to cross over in to the light for themselves.

I had a teacher give me a reading a long time ago in which it stated that my purpose in this life was to become a “cosmic” healer. It would involve many different experiences that would help lead me to what I needed to learn. He ended up being right but it has taken me over forty years to really understand what he meant. Part of that was having that very dramatic psychic/psychotic experience which opened up a channel to my psychic abilities. I am thankful I wasn’t told what some of those experiences were going to be, beforehand.

Another part involved becoming deeply wounded where I absorbed some really dark energy that left me feeling almost physically crippled at times. I’ve spent a great deal of time over the fifteen years trying to heal some of these.

The story, which gave this struggle some meaning, was the Prometheus/Chiron myth from ancient Greece. Prometheus was a friend of the god’s who stole their fire and gave it to humanity. The god’s became enraged and sentenced Prometheus to be chained to some rocks where each night vultures would come and peck his liver out. Chiron was a well-known centaur who took pity on Prometheus and appealed to the god’s to replace Prometheus with himself. This is where the story of the “wounded healer” began. What Chiron did to help alleviate his own nightly sufferings was to start healing others as a way of reducing his own suffering and make it more bearable.

So too for me, this was the same opportunity I used, nightly, to extend my healing energies out into the world. There is an inner part of myself that is connected to everything else in Creation. For me, it is a matter where I focus. I can think locally, I can think globally, or cosmically as well. It is all about the same; it just requires that there is sufficient light energies to create the inner connection. I can see what is blocking the energies and what needs to be done to get the inner currents flowing. Much of it has to do with our belief systems, fears, our wounds, and inner shadow material. There is no real separation. What I see there, I experience as being a part of myself. In a way, I am healing a part of ourselves by healing what I see inside of me.

We are in the Aquarian age. The symbol, “Aquarius is an air sign, a thinking sign, this despite the ancient image of a man pouring out water…The water is symbolic of celestial waters and could have its origins with the rainy season. On a symbolic level, the water can be seen as Aquarius quenching our thirst for knowledge.”     Laurence Hillman, “The Aquarian Age- An Introduction.”

When I close my eyes, I see light pouring down from the heavens. In this inner place, my Father/Mother, the Son, and all the heavenly hosts are able to use this bridge to send their blessings out into the physical world. The world of separation and duality slowing dissolve into a higher dimension of love. I am a water bearer; a healer of this divided and separated self.

We are now living at a very unique time here on earth, our mother Gaia. We all have an opportunity to recreate a better world for ourselves. All these present hardships we are all facing forces us to find a deeper meaning in it for ourselves. The answer usually lies deeply buried somewhere within us. Once we begin to understand and see that some of the cause or answers lies within us, we can change. It really does begin within our own thoughts, our emotions, our fears and many of our long-held beliefs of heaven or hell. We begin to see how we have created this world within our selves by our thoughts and emotions. Our own inner healing processes begin. We see a new and better way to live and connect with ourselves back to the Source of all love.

I may have created this healing place within myself, but it is available to all. We are all one. We can truly become what Cayce would say as “ being a channel of blessing.” Try and take that first step, and see what you are doing to yourself. Take that next step, and see how you can create something better not just for yourselves and for each other as well. It is said that all the love you give comes back…it is said that the master is lifted up into heaven upon the shoulders of all those he has helped. Become the change you want to see in the world. Heaven waits patiently for each and every one of us until we are all able to make the journey back home.

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The Rainbow Bridge, A Healer’s Gift

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The Rainbow Bridge, A Healer’s Gift

It’s been a long time since I last felt inspired to write another article. My life has been in a constant state of flux over the last year or so. I think I really needed to take another step in my journey. I recently decided to conduct a workshop for our ARE group at our Spring Seabeck retreat next March. The name of my workshop would be the same as the title of this article. Viola….I have suddenly have something to write about again!

Some of my other articles have covered my spiritual emergence, another one covers my picking up my cross and becoming one with the Creative Force, or as Cayce said…one with God. This might sound a little pretentious, but I had thought at one time that this was ultimate destination. I now know that this was just another “stepping stone” for my own evolution and learning experience as a healer.

There are many of us already here where life has become much more diverse than just living solely in the three-dimensional world that Cayce describes as time, space, and patience. We really live in a much more multi-dimensional world made up of increasing higher vibrational energies. Cayce said there were eight. Much of my spiritual journey has been traversing some of these higher dimensions. I now am residing in the seventh dimensional frequencies, one that has been described as the “eye of God” or in other words ”not my will, but Thine.” I will remain there until I am ready to move up higher. There are higher frequencies and dimensions but I think Cayce was basically stating that there were eight human dimensions.

My journey started in my twenties and has had major turning points. One of note was while in my thirties I suffered a month long psychotic break. I now know realize that it was a part of my spiritual emergence. Once I got my feet back on the ground, my psychic functions had awakened. I could see with my inner spiritual “eyes.” I could see across distance and could connect with and see other people in this inner dimension. Another experience happened over a decade ago. While attending my first conference at the ARE in Virginia Beach, an Easter Sunday, I became illuminated internally with rainbow colored lights. This whole experience has taken awhile before I was comfortable with it, much less to talk about it. I have already written about taking spiritual mentoring classes through Atlantic University. It has not been easy finding other people who have had similar experiences. It was a gradual process of assimilation and integration to where I have come to be fully illuminated.

What has intrigued me was the rainbow colors and finding other references to them. The Native Americans reference it repeatedly but only in reference to animals using it as a bridge into the spiritual world. I use it similarly but from my own personal standpoint have been using it as a bridge for humans. Apparently there are also references to this bridge in some of the Scandinavian myths. The most guidance I have come across some of Barbara Hand Clow’s book, “Chiron: Rainbow Bridge Between the Inner and Outer Planets.” (1999, Llewellyn Publications, St Paul, MN)

My journey into our shared mystical journey has included my own Prometheus/Chiron myth. My healing journey really started taking shape as I too, was wounded trying to bring light back into our world. Prometheus was the one who stole fire from the god’s and gave it back to humanity. The god’s punished Prometheus and chained him to some rocks where vultures would nightly peck his liver out. Chiron asked to take his place and has since been describes as the “wounded healer.” It was a decade also spent trying to overcome my own suffering by helping others. Helping others was the key to unlocking some of my own inner mysteries and divine nature.

So in March I will start on another adventure. I am hoping that I can help others start making their own inner journey for themselves. I recently had a QHHT hypnosis session where I saw myself suspended between the material and the spiritual world acting as an inner bridge so others could gain access into this expanding spiritual realm. I also was given a glimpse of my own initiation at an earlier time and place of this healing bridge. Cayce says that the cause of all disease is the separation with the First Cause. I am doing all I can to help all others bridge this divide for themselves.

One the responsibilities of living in the seventh dimensions is that you are allowed to work with all the other souls who have already gained entry into these higher realms. The Christ said he could go to the Father; he also stated we would learn how to be able to more than he. I have asked directly entities such as Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, the Father, the Son, and many of the Archangels for help. I see their love and light flowing down to whomever is requiring assistance and help. I am eternally grateful and humble for all their willingness to come and assist me.

There is a reading by Cayce that describes St. Paul’s conversion on the road to Damascus. 900-31 In essence it is where the superconsciousness mind of the Christ communicates with St. Paul’s subconscious mind. This is also similar how healing is preformed from some of these higher dimensional energies.

I think as embodied beings of light and darkness, it is up to each and everyone of us create an environment that will allow as to inhabit our eternal selves here while we are living on this earth plane. We have all been wounded in some small or large way. This inner healing process that Cayce refers to in part, is the “purgation of the soul.” It is releasing and surrendering up those energies that keep us all from the truly becoming what we were meant to be. Our love is grounded in the loving embrace of our Creator and Mother Earth. We are corpuscles of light finding our way back home, back to Love, Light, and Eternal Life. Thank you.

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My Spiritual Emergence

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My Spiritual Emergence


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“For all those who have or are suffering silently”

There’s been a chapter in my life that I have kept hidden from view. It concerns the trouble I have had with my own mental health issues. I know it is not necessary to include others in this chapter, but if writing about these things might help others; so be it. I’ve asked

for guidance many times over, and recently there have been others who have decided to come forward. Marsha M. Linehan recently had a New York Times article written about her personal issues with mental health.  (1) She’s now a respected therapist and teacher at the University of Washington. Another, Lauran M. Prato, wrote of her account in her book recently just released, “From the Inside- Out: Shattering the Mental Illness Myth. A True Story.” (2)

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Cayce and Consciousness

   “And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.”   Luke 9:23   King James Version

” In the beginning He was the Son—made the Son—those of the Sons that went astray; and though the varying activities overcame the world through the experiences, bearing the cross in each and every experience, reaching the final cross with all power, all knowledge in having overcome the world, and of Himself accepted the Cross… ”    262-36

I grew up in the raucous and sometimes tumultuous 60’s and 70’s having experienced many of the moments right along with my fellow contemporaries at the time. For me that was a time of music, Woodstock, the Viet Nam war, Kent State, Mayor Daley and the Democratic convention to name a few. My hair was shoulder length and a had something of a Fu Manchu mustache… One of the things that I took away from that period was a life-long interest in health along with an interest in higher states of consciousness. Both interests have survived and taken deep roots.  Many of us realized that the only real way we could effectively change society was to change our way of understanding who we were. Our state of awareness or our consciousness became the key. Many contemporaries at that time, Alan Watts, Baba Dam Ras, and Timothy Leary helped alter the landscape of how we thought of ourselves. There were others like Carl Jung and Abraham Maslow that were shaping my worldview…

Cayce said that, “The ability to be conscious of a thing—mentally—is the only manner through which anyone experiences anything.  272-4” That might apply to seeing an object or situation, but it seems to apply also to different states of awareness. It might mean that we need to recognize or discern different states of mind, e.g. a drunken state of awareness vs. an altered higher spiritual state.

Today there are presently a large number of people advocating a “shift” in our consciousness as the way to move forward. I too am learning this.  Many of our ARE members have already taken their own steps along this pathway. Many of the timeless values advocated by Cayce like compassion, kindness, and long-suffering have become part of the real spiritual foundation. This very foundation is becomes a necessary part of the structure that is essential to withstand many of the changes that are already occurring within ourselves and out in the physical world. At the heart of this shift in consciousness has been our ability to re-connect with our source, which Cayce calls the Creative force. Many are presently describing this shift from a 3rd-dimensional consciousness to a 5th-dimensional consciousness. I think in essence, much of this meaning is moving out of mental sphere and moving towards a heart centered consciousness…less of the head and more of the heart. We will ultimately need to master both parts of our natures, before we can move towards the “promised land,” which has been called the straight path.

Cayce has been quietly acknowledging different levels of consciousness all along. In my copy of, “The Edgar Cayce Companion,” (1) there are many, many references to consciousness. Here are a few.

“In the words of the Master Himself, “In my Father’s house there are many mansions” (John 14:2), many consciousnesses, many stages of enfoldment, of unfoldment, of blessings, of sources.”  2879-1

“That which is known in the earth as a three dimensional phase of existence with a five-consciousness of its existence. ”  5756-11

“How many dimensions are in this solar system? Eight…” 5755-2

Cayce also makes several comments and readings that reflect the relationship with one’s planetary sojourns one has around the solar system and the different dimensions and consciousnesses.  The earth plane is where we were tested to see if we have mastered the lessons enough to manifest those energies we were exposed to while we made these planetary sojourns.

“We find in the earth plane the three dimensions, in Venus the four, in Jupiter the five, in Uranus the seven—all of these; not as of planes as sometimes spoken, but consciousnesses—the ability to reason from certain activities.”    3006-1

I know this might be confusing at first, but I think as we learn to raise our level of consciousness, we will recognize the some of values of some of these higher states of awareness. There are a couple people who have been able to put this forth in a contemporary perspective. One is Meg Blackburn Losey, “The Secret History of Consciousness: Ancient Keys to Our Future Survival.” (2) Another person who has presented a fascinating account of this is Barbara Clow, “The Alchemy of Nine Dimensions: The 2011/ 2012 Prophecies and Nine Dimensions of Consciousness.”(3) Both Meg Blackburn Losey and Barbara Clow integrate this concept of light and sound energy to higher levels of consciousness and dimensions. They help us understand some of these newer concepts.  We are only beginning to understand what this “shift” may mean for us.

Many are getting a better sense of what it means to become deeply connected spiritual beings. Cayce seems to indicate that the 4th dimension is approached mentally. I experience part of this as our collective consciousness or unconsciousness where part of our collective past memories are stored. Barbara Clow says this might be where the akashic records are found. This energy field seems to collect and store all our thoughts patterns and energies from our common human history.  The 5th dimension seems where we become re-centered in our heart. Some describe this sphere where one begins to experience the essence of Divine Love; the inter-connected wholeness and true joy.  No matter what one ends up believing, there is no denying the need for more of an all-encompassing desire to return to Divine Love. No matter how far out intellectually I’ve resonated with the many things I have read, I’ve always need to come back to the Truth and the Light that is shed in the Cayce readings.

The readings at the beginning of this article have become the central focus of my own life. I’ve picked up my own cross many years ago and learned the lessons I needed to expand my own life in a way that has brought more joy, knowledge and power that has been promised. It seems almost unimaginable. I think we can all learn to articulate and expand our world to encompass the entire universe. It can be mastered. Let our Love and Light shine!

I’ve been a little reluctant to reveal too much of myself, but with some encouragement, I decided to explain some of the details that have helped shape my understanding of what I am writing about. Sometime, several years ago while at Virginia Beach, I attended an impromptu sunrise service on Easter morning during which I became illuminated with light. It has taken me years since to understand what had happened. Though I still feel like a newborn, I have been able to find other seekers who shared similar experiences through readings and study courses. I am now in touch with the Son and the Father through the Holy Spirit. That is part of what I have come to understand. The Cayce’s readings are an accurate description of what he calls the Creative force. I am in no way anything more than I ever was. I am still a gardener who needs to earn his daily bread and I make no assumptions about whom I am. I am also becoming more of a teacher/healer more than ever. I send my light and love out into this world to whoever I think may need it. I am responding to what I see as a need in my fellow brothers and sisters. I am hoping we can all become reconnected back to our source of love, life, and spirit. There are no short cuts and the way forward is difficult at best. The lessons need to be deeply embedded in our hearts and mind before they can become a permanent part of our collective Soul and Wisdom. Part of my writing experiences and guidance has led me to believe I will be writing other articles. One is on part of the healing needed to help others to open up to this Creative force and become a part of this interconnected whole, the 5th dimension.

The Christ consciousness is also part of this collective dream we are having. I’ve seen it as another real tangible state of awareness. It will continue to grow and expand here as we learn to share it with others. It is all a part of our Divine heritage and Divine purpose. Pick up your cross. I felt my own heart chakra open up and become illuminated last night while I was still dreaming this dream.

Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father. John 14:12  (King James version)


      I’d like to thank Linda Lubin for her help. She has helped me understand exactly what the “shift” means through her website;   and the writings she has exposed me to. Many Blessings and thanks Linda!

Reading material

    1).  Frejer, B Ernest. “The Edgar Cayce Companion; A Comprehensive Treatise of the Edgar Cayce Readings.” ARE Press, Virginia Beach, 1995.

2).  Losey Ph.d, Meg Blackburn. “The Secret History of Consciousness.” Weisner Books, San Francisco. 2010.

3).  Clow, Barbara Hand with Gerry Clow. “Alchemy of Nine Dimensions; The 2011 | 2012 Prophecies and the Nine Dimensions of Consciousness.” Hampton Roads Publishing Company, Inc. Charlottesville, VA. 2004/2010.

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Quantum Healing…and Me

I want to express a new ideal that is gaining traction recently, though the word, quantum, is not new, especially in a new understanding of physics. I am not a physicist and don’t pretend to know anything about it except that it involves different levels of energy. I have been personally involved with healing for over a decade. In that short ten years I have created a healing space that is able to bridge the different dimensional spaces that for the most part, have remained hidden within us all. It started with me having no other choice except to reach out into some of these inner/outer dimensions because of my own wounded Chironic character. Chiron was a well-known and well-respected centaur that replaced Prometheus’s nightly suffering by trading places with him. Chiron is now known as the “wounded healer….” The famous lesson that can be taken away is that Chiron started healing others to lesson his own mortal pain. I too experienced the nightly episodes of my own wounded character, which slowly transcended into this “new” healing modality I wish to speak of.

As we all move towards the end of the Mayan character, our levels of awareness and consciousness are also transcending the old, outmoded ways of thinking and being. We are slowly making our ways back into our rightful sphere of influence and stature as “cosmic citizens…” We are becoming light and love…beings that are gradually navigating their way into another dimensional framework. The fourth dimension is a mental sphere where the collective unconsciousness/consciousness resides. The fifth dimension is the emotional centered heart consciousness. We are also moving into another age, the Aquarian age, and cosmologically, we are at the end of a greater sidereal year of 26,000 years. Our planet earth is now once again aligned back with the center of our Milky Way. As cosmic citizens, not only our earth is undergoing tremendous transformation, but we as individuals are too.  There are changes that are coming that not only involve our role as earthly inhabitants.  We are rapidly approaching an era of becoming inter-dimensional and also inter-galactic as well. What I mean is that there will be a time where we all can learn to transcend the normal limitations involved living only within a 3-dimensional world….we are also regaining an awareness of the other star systems helping us make this leap. Edgar Cayce said there were eight dimensions. I know it might be a stretch for most of us, but I recently read and experienced the Hathors, who are able to live in a higher state of pure consciousness in what they described as the ten, eleventh, and twelfth dimensional framework…the twelfth one was described as giving up one’s personal identity.

So what does this have to do with quantum…and inner healing? I have, for a long time, have been living in an intra-dimensional state that Cayce said was “becoming one with the Creative Force…” I can see into these inner dimensions at different times and have had, though somewhat briefly, experienced all these different dimensions. If the symbol of the “water bearer” is an accurate depiction of the Aquarian Age…there is an ocean of light and love that is being actively “down loaded” into our human operating systems. Many of our worn-out thought processes are being released. This is where I, and many others, have come up with using the word “quantum” to describe all the changes these energies have been having not only with us but Gaia, our Mother earth, our planet, as well. We are literally “shifting” the energetics of our planet, Earth; including the we, ourselves as well. This is what, I feel, is the real meaning of 2012.

The other side is what Cayce would call the “purgation” of the soul so we can transform and transcend into a higher dimensional light frequency…so we can lose many of these fear-based and controlling lower energy thought patterns and become Love, our true heritage and home.

       It’s has been said that our worst experiences have been given to all of us as a teaching tool to help us all learn who we truly are. Cayce calls this “long suffering.” There are many multi-dimensional facets that are part of this inner healing modality. One of the bigger ones is what is being asked of all of us to do. We are all being asked, with courage, to begin re-experiencing these all these inner wounds again, to not only relive them, but to see them from another higher dimensional framework. There is nothing in our human consciousness or inner sorrow so deep, that these higher aspects of love can’t redeem. In doing this, we begin to see and learn something about our own inner, true divine character. As we see the love in ourselves to forgive and release these sometimes horrible, life-altering wounds; we also begin to find our own inner capacity to free ourselves and love more openly and freely once again. It helps us to redeem our chosen life patterns and brings us more fully into this new age, where Love and Light will stand once again by our side.

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